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Evil Dead and 21st Century Misogynistic Witch Hunts – Really, guys?

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SPOILER ALERT: This blog post includes major plot points from the new Evil Dead movie.

The main reason I like horror movies is because I think they are more real than any other movies.  Hear me out.  

Horror movies address our primal fears about life and what it means to be human, and they do it through symbol.  They don’t pretend that people are going to end up in love after an hour and live happily ever after, or that war is super cool and heroic, or that we’re going to skip along through life and conquer our problems and never die.  Horror movies are our life blood, our guts, our deepest innermost desires and fears brought onto the screen.  

When a director does it right, then the film connects with a lot of people.  Invasion of the Body Snatchers – the fear of communism.  28 Days Later – a fear of the mob mentality and human rage.  Romero’s Night of the Living Dead – fear of the past rising up to devour us.  Hitchcock’s The Birds – ’nuff said.

So what’s the overwhelming symbology in this new Evil Dead movie?  It was pretty damn clear to me.  Were you paying attention?

Throughout this movie we see young, pretty women who all become possessed by the devil, attack two innocent and well-meaning boys, and then it’s up to their fathers, brothers, and boyfriends to bash their brains in, shoot them, light them on fire, or bury them alive to “save their souls.”

This all harkens back to the rampant witch hunts 400 years ago, where a fear of women’s wisdom and sexuality caused the public executions of thousands of women.  Are we still in this mentality in the 21st century?

Right from the beginning a young woman who’s possessed by the devil is being burned alive by her father, to “save her.”  The new Evil Dead movie is full of reminders of the witch hunts.  Not only do we have the burning woman in the beginning, surrounded by onlookers, but the first strange thing we encounter in this movie is a basement full of dead cats.  Very similar to all of the cats that were killed during the witch hunts because they were feared to be the witches’ familiars (which, by the way, increased the rat population so much that it led to the black plague).

There are three young women in this movie.  The one who has sinned the most, the heroin addict, is the first to succumb to possession when she ventures out in the woods and is tied up in a bush and raped by some big black penis vine that possesses her.  Just as in the witch trials, convicted witches were supposed to have gone out into the woods at night to have sex with the devil.

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“You’re reading too much into this,” you are saying to yourself.  

I think I’m reading just enough.  Let’s keep going.

The second woman to succumb has transgressed a little bit.  She is a know-it-all, her friends are blaming her for being bossy and getting them into this mess, and she was a little flirty at the beginning.  There wasn’t much character development, so we have to go with what we’ve got.  She cut her own face open and attacked one of the men, so he consequently had to bash her head in to save himself.

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The third woman is the last to succumb, because she is quiet, diminutive, and just defers to her boyfriend, the hero.  She only becomes possessed when Mia, the heroin addict, tricks her into coming into the basement, does some sexy lesbian stuff with her (naughty!), kisses her and bites her hand.  This virtuous woman actually cuts off her left arm where she was bitten in order to keep the evil out –  she’s the good girl.  The left side, by the way, is not only thought of the devil’s side, but has consistently been connected with the feminine.

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Meanwhile the two men in this story are being stabbed, beaten, shot, and otherwise abused by these possessed women.  The possessed Mia even goes so far as to say to her brother, the hero, that she will “suck his cock.”  Wow, really?  These evil women are pushing sex on those innocent men, her brother no less, and it’s up to them to defend themselves.  At this point I almost walked out of the movie but I wanted to stay and see how much worse it got.

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“Are you sure about this?” you may argue.  “One of the men did become possessed, too.”

That’s correct, dissenter.  However, the possessed women in this movie were killed in very detailed and graphic close-up shots in the following ways: bashing one’s head in with a toilet seat until it was flattened, cut up and shot with a shotgun, and the last had her face sawed in half with a chainsaw.  The only man who was possessed in this movie was killed by lighting a gas can, shutting the door, and all we saw were the flames escaping from the window.  No gory death for the boys.

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I was surprised at first that Mia was the only one to survive at the end; I had at first assumed it would be the hero, her brother.  However, it makes a lot more sense this way in maintaining the innocence of the hero.  He couldn’t kill his sister with total impunity with the viewers, so instead he buried her alive to “save her,” purged the devil from her, and then sacrificed himself so she could live.

However, she only became victorious after she severed her left arm. Coincidence? I think there are no coincidences in a movie that costs hundreds of millions of dollars to make. That’s just naive. 

As a side note, the only other woman referenced in the movie, Mia’s mother, had gone crazy and died in a mental institution.  No good news for the girls here.

“Okay, so maybe I see your point.  What’s got you all hot and bothered?”

This is the problem I have with this – we really don’t need more of this in the world, in movies or otherwise.  Every day, all over the world, women really do have their heads bashed in, their faces cut open, they are burned alive, they are held down and raped in the woods, and often the perpetrators really think they deserve this.  During the witch trials, the Bible was used as justification in killing women who became too powerful or who challenged the church through their knowledge or sexuality.  We don’t need another voice who supports this and maintains that the brothers, fathers, and boyfriends involved are innocent victims.

Look at the Steubenville rape trial and the response on CNN, where the rapists were the ones to get the sympathy.  See my point?

This is the primal fear being addressed in this movie – fear of the witch – the powerful, knowledgeable, or sexualized woman.  Are we really still afraid of this in the 21st century?

I’m not a film critic.  But I’ll tell you what I want from Evil Dead.  I want campy.  I want Ash.  I want Bruce Campbell and snarky one-liners.  I don’t want a movie that takes itself so seriously and furthers an idea that men are justified in “defending” themselves by bashing women’s brains in because it’s for their own good.

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I’m glad I watched this movie because it only solidified my own work as a singer/songwriter, in which I’m taking on the female archetypes that have been turned into monsters – Medusa, the witch, the banshee – and recovering their power.

Check out my Zombie Girl stuff at my website.

Thanks for reading. RAWR.

30 Days of Telling – I am a Child Sexual Abuse Survivor

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I’ve decided to do something for April, 2013.  I am 33 years old this year.  I am a singer/songwriter. And I finally feel like I know my purpose in life. 

During most of my childhood I was sexually abused by my biological father.  I grew up feeling like I was completely alone, that I couldn’t tell anyone, that there was something wrong with me, and no one else would understand what I was going through.  For years I thought about committing suicide every day.

Luckily I am past all of that now, but many other children and survivors of sexual abuse are still struggling.   A lot of us didn’t make it.  As long as this epidemic exists, I know what I’m going to be doing. I’m going to be telling people – about my own experiences and the experiences of 1 out of 5 children in America who are abused.  

This is why:

It is my dream that one day sexual abuse survivors will get as much support as cancer survivors.  Surviving sexual abuse is no more shameful than surviving cancer.  I want there to be 5ks.  I want there to be t-shirts and bumper stickers.  I want there to be posters and bake sales and parades in support of sexual abuse survivors.

This is why:

For a problem like cancer, awareness can be helpful in raising money for research, but it doesn’t directly combat the problem.  Knowing about cancer doesn’t actually stop it.  However, for the problem of sexual abuse, awareness DIRECTLY combats the problem.

This is why:

1. Perpetrators of sexual abuse rely on secrecy.  They use intimidation and shame to keep their victims silent.  Without that secrecy, if the victims felt like they could speak up, people would be much less likely to abuse.

2. Survivors feel totally alone.  By talking about sexual abuse, survivors can feel like they have a community to support them – people who have dealt with similar problems and can understand them.  They will be much less likely to destroy their lives through suicide, drug abuse, prostitution, cutting, and other destructive behaviors.

3. When the community knows about sexual abuse and the effects on victims, they will be less likely to look in the other direction when they suspect a child is being abused.  A lot of people who grew up in healthy homes don’t even realize how rampant this problem is.  Will you help?

So, this is why:

As a singer/songwriter, I’m making it my mission to fight against child sexual abuse.  I will be the poster girl – I’m fine with that.  I want to draw survivors and the people who support them together as an army. 

For the month of April, I’m going to tell someone every day that I’m a survivor of child sexual abuse.  This is the beginning – for me and for everyone who joins me.

If you’ve read this far, you’ve made a choice not to turn away.  You’ve made a choice to bear witness to my story and to the stories of millions of others.  Just by doing that, you are making a difference.  

Thank you.

(Listen to my music here).

(I’d be happy to connect with you on Facebook or Twitter).

Zombie Girl – Official Video

Official video for Zombie Girl, video by Benjamin Kanes and John Welsh for Sight Sense Productions. Filmed at the Chris White Gallery in Wilmington, Delaware. Original artwork by Brad Turner. Song produced by John Faye and engineered by Brett Talley.

Social Media is NOT Destroying our Relationships

I’ve heard a lot of backlash lately about social media and how it is destroying our society and our relationships.  In this business article the author addresses four areas where social media has negative effects: productivity, privacy, cyber-bullying, and a false sense of connection.  I’m not going to comment here on productivity or privacy – I’m specifically going to address personal relationships and how they are affected by social media.

In my life, the positive impacts of social media far outweigh the negatives.

First, we move a lot.  My husband and I lived most of our adult life so far in Europe.  I went to school in Colorado, and most of my family is on the East Coast.  My friends from high school moved all over the world.  Because of social media, I’ve been able to continue relationships with people I care about.  Some people have their friends in family all in one geographic location, but for me, I would never have been able to maintain my relationships with family and friends without social media.  In vastly different time zones, it’s not always feasible to call each other every day or fly to see someone.  If I have to choose between a virtual relationship with someone and none at all, I will of course choose the virtual one.

Second, social media helps to connect people with similar ideas.  I might have met someone only once, and then we become friends on Facebook.  I might not have known, for example, that this person also cares about animal rights.  As we share ideas on comment on each others’ posts, I learn a lot more about them and what they care about.  In a larger sense, this helps activists organize in a way that was never possible before.  We’re no longer just lonely individuals wishing something would change – there’s a forum for intelligent discussion of issues and a platform for organizing and taking action.

Most importantly to me, I think one issue that’s largely overlooked in this debate is that social media only seems like a deterrent to social life if you’re someone who already makes friends easily.  For me, as a teenager who had grown up being sexually abused and isolated, I felt extremely alone.  I spent most of my time alone in my room after school, and much of the time I was suicidal and engaging in self-destructive behaviors.  Without the internet to connect me to other people like me, I felt like I was completely alone in the world.  Now I am part of a network of abuse survivors online who can share their stories and support each other.  For people who are shy, dealing with difficult circumstances, or just feel like they’re different from the people around them and always the “weird one,” social media provides a way to connect with people all around the world who will support and accept them.

The big question is this: Is face to face interaction really all it’s cracked up to be?

When we are surrounded by a group of people, are we really our true selves?  Is this how we find people who truly can connect with us at a deep level?  I personally don’t think so.  Imagine being at a party, or being in class at school, or at your job.  We feel so pressured in that situation to fit in, not say anything weird, not bear our souls to anyone, that the likelihood of finding the people you could connect with at a deep level seems a lot smaller.  I’ve definitely met people at a crowded party or event, but didn’t really find out who they were as people until we connected on Facebook or Twitter.

Are we able to really be ourselves in an actual social situation?

When I was in high school, I bet a lot of kids looked at me as a pretty, talented girl who smiled a lot – no one realized how hard I was working to cover up my home life and my depression.   A little anonymity and a little distance may give us the courage to truly say what we mean and be ourselves – and finding other people like us only strengthens that.

Just like with any technology, people will be resistant to it.  Even if people may be uncomfortable with it, I think we just have to get used to way our relationships are changing.  For me, I’m so thankful to be alive at this time, and I can’t wait to see what’s coming next.

~Sing Truth to Power~

Noelle Picara

Monsanto, Genetically Modified Foods and the Greed Effect

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There are currently two pieces of legislation that will affect our health and nutrition: 1) In November California will vote on a state-wide law to label GMO (genetically modified) foods and 2) The current “Farm Bill” in Congress that allows the USDA to go against court rulings to approve pesticides and GMO foods that the court has ruled unsafe.

So why should I care?

Let’s back up.  I’ll share with you some information I got from The Institute for Responsible Technology.

Why were genetically modified foods introduced in the first place?  To feed the world, right?  So that everyone would have enough food, otherwise, many people would starve.  Right?  Okay, here’s the chain of events.

  1. Monsanto holds the patent on the pesticide Round Up.
  2. Monsanto developed genetically modified foods that would be resistant to Round Up so they could continue selling this pesticide.
  3. They sell these GMO seeds to farmers, who then have to buy Round Up to protect their crops.
  4. Any farmers not using the GMO seeds and Round Up are bought out or forced out of business.
  5. When they find out that farmers are saving the seeds from year to year, Monsanto gets upset because they’re not making money from selling more seeds.
  6. Monsanto creates genetically modified seeds that will not reproduce so that farmers have to buy new seeds every year.

Basically, Monsanto, the largest multinational agricultural company, has pushed genetically modified foods in order to sell more of their pesticide and to sell more seeds.  Yes, simply to make more money.

Who the hell is Monsanto?

If you’re not familiar with Monsanto, you probably should be, because much of what you’re eating is affected by their practices.  You can go to the website Millions Against Monsanto or read this article in Vanity Fair which reports that former Monsanto executives now hold positions of power in the USDA, FDA, the EPA, and the Supreme Court.  This means that Monsanto has a huge influence over our food safety and environmental policies.  At this point, 70% of food in supermarkets contains genetically modified ingredients.

But GMO foods are safe, right? They’re approved by the FDA and the USDA!

As I’ve already pointed out, the people in the FDA and the USDA who approved GMO foods are past and/or current employees of Monsanto.  And as we’ve also already established, Monsanto’s priority is to make money off of selling Round Up and selling their patented seeds.

Some information about the effects of GMO foods (from the Institute for Responsible Technology):

  • GMO seeds sprayed with Round Up are designed to destroy the intestines of insects who eat the plants.
  • In studies done in Europe (where GMO foods are illegal in almost every country, by the way), humans who ate these GMO foods developed similar problems with their intestines.
  • GMO seeds are designed to not reproduce, and this same genetic difference affects humans’ reproductive systems.
  • In doctors’ trials within the U.S., removing GMO foods from patients’ diets relieved most intestinal problems and disorders of the immune system.
  • Tests on human cells show that GMO foods cause cell destruction from the inside out.
  • Contrary to statements made by the FDA that all destructive properties of GMOs are eliminated in digestion, clinical trials have shown these toxins (that cause human cell destruction) were present in the blood of an overwhelming percentage of pregnant women and their unborn fetuses.

So, where are we going with all of this?

There is a lot of anti-capitalist sentiment going around these days in the 99% and the Occupy movement.  Can you really blame people for being against capitalism in this environment?  People are out of work, sick, paying ridiculous amounts of money for medical care, all because of one thing.  And I don’t think it’s capitalism that’s the problem.

Greed is the problem, pure and simple.  The greed of banking corporations, the greed of insurance companies, and yes, the greed of Monsanto, who is on the verge of contaminating our food sources without regulation.

So how do we deal with such a large problem – isn’t human greed part of our nature?

When I was living in Germany for the past 7 years, there was a huge difference in the way they handle personal relations, business, and government.  Social responsibility is a priority over personal gain.  This starts at a personal level, with each person in his or her neighborhood making decisions based on how it will affect their neighbors, environment, and community.  For example, no one washes their cars in the street in Germany, because the soap will run off into the water system.  People go out every day and clean up the street, even as it extends past their house.  This extends to the way people run their businesses and the expectations of their government.

We need to educate U.S. citizens, from the time they are children, to make social responsibility a priority. In everything we do, we need to think about how it will affect others.  This is a mindset centered on compassion, community, and forward-thinking.  We are thinking about more than ME and WHAT I WANT RIGHT NOW.  Self-centered thinking is what makes the individual people at Monsanto feel like their own profits are more important than the health and well-being of millions of people.

What can I do right now?  Is there anything to protect the health of myself and my loved ones?

YES.

  1. STOP THE FARM BILL.  This is time sensitive.  Go here now to put pressure on senators and members of congress.  If enough people call a representative with the same issue, they will support you.  They want to be re-elected.
  2. Money talks.  If only 5% of consumers stopped buying GMOs, they would cease to be profitable.  See the Institute for Responsible Technology’s website for a non-GMO shopping guide and sign up for their newsletter to get involved in a “Click and Send Revolution.”  Education is always the first answer.
  3. In order to stop buying GMOs, we need them to be labeled.  Monsanto knows that if we labeled GMOs, 53% of people would not buy them.  Support California’s labeling bill to help this legislation spread to more states.

What about that big question of unchecked greed? That’s clearly leading us to a bleak future.

If you’d like to hear my thoughts about this, you can check out my song More, More, More, which is about this issue.  I’d like to hear your thoughts on how we could address this.  Please comment!

~~~Sing Truth to Power~~~

Noelle Picara

KONY 2012 – “Bearing Witness” in the 21st Century

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I was really blown away by the power of the KONY 2012 video; it was extremely emotional and empowering to feel like I could do something to help stop a war criminal. I’m excited, as many of us are, about the future power of a populace that can “bear witness” by the millions to send a message to criminals that they will be held accountable. I keep thinking about the Michael Franti lyric “and to those who torture – we’re comin’ for ya.”

This link to Forbes has several great articles that give more information about the complexity of the situation in Uganda that are really worth reading. I was wondering why people were criticizing this movement; I kind of thought they were just nay-sayers, but now I’m seeing that there is a lot more involved in this situation.

It comes back to the old adage, “the road to hell is paved with good intentions.”

As privileged Americans, we don’t always understand what is going to be helpful in another country where the situation is much different. I will always remember my outrage when we were told in Egypt that we were going to visit a “carpet school,” where children made carpets. I sat there fuming as we drove through the streets lined with small mud huts, emaciated animals, and begging children. I then began to realize that although wealthy Americans are outraged at the idea of children working, in this situation, these children felt lucky to have those jobs. The money they made at that carpet school was the difference between life and death for their families.

It’s too easy to say that we can feel good about ourselves for saving the world in 30 minutes of watching a video and a few mouse clicks. That comes from an inherent feeling of culturally superiority, that we are somehow “better” than the Ugandans, that we know what’s best for them, and that we as superior Americans can save them and then congratulate ourselves. All of that is too simple.

If we really care about the Ugandans, then we will all take the time to really see them, hear them, educate ourselves about their entire situation, involve them in this discussion, and then help as we can. Maybe the people at Invisible Children have done this, and maybe they have the right idea about how to help. Or maybe not?

I am very excited to see how this affects the future of activism and so glad to be living in this time. As always, I hold tight to the belief that PEACE is POSSIBLE.

Sing Truth to Power,

Noelle Picara

www.noellepicara.com

Planet of the Apes? Primate Testing and Google

After watching Rise of the Planet of the Apes this afternoon (which was great, by the way), the first thing I said when coming out of the theater was, “Isn’t medical testing on primates illegal?”  Rise of the Planet of the Apes focuses on the premise that an Alzheimer’s drug is tested on chimps, which increases brain functions and ends up making the chimps super smart – even smarter than humans.

So, back to my question.  I saw Project X as a kid; we’ve all realized already that testing on primates is unethical and we’ve stopped, right?

Well, some countries in Europe have made it illegal.  But the U.S. is the country that by far uses the most non-human primates in (no surprise here) medical testing.  If you’d like to sign a petition against primate testing you can go here to The Real Planet of the Apes.

What does Google have to do with it?

My concern is that when I tried to find this information, the “sponsored” pages that showed up at the top of the page were all medical research companies that supply chimpanzees for testing!  The only information I could find with petitions or organizations to stop chimpanzee testing were in Europe.  The only information I could find AGAINST primate testing were European websites.

Remember that most people don’t do the extra work to refine search options, or look at the second page of results.  I’m not a conspiracy theorist; I believe people do things for their own interests.  Pharmaceutical companies can pay, just like BP did, to control what results pop up for searches on animal testing, to try to prevent people from getting accurate information and working to stop this practice.

I’m going to remember this from now on while searching the internet – it’s not just a random and objective search you’re doing.  Ah, the freedom of information in our modern age!

Debt Ceiling – “No matter who wins, we lose”

I heard on NPR last week that some of the republicans in Congress are intentionally hoping that the U.S. will default on its debts so they can blame the problem on President Obama.  Fox News says that the president cares more about getting re-elected than he does about the debt.

Why are we in this problem in the first place?  Does anyone remember in 2008, when the democrats and republicans all got together and made passionate speeches about saving America’s main street, so that they could pass the bailout, which instead gave billions of dollars to people who are already billionaires?

There is no difference between the parties – they can certainly agree on making the rich richer.  Democrats and Republicans are only arguing right now to see who will get the most money and power out of this.

Believe me, it won’t be any of us.  The only real divide is not between Democrat and Republican, but between the rich and the poor.  The people who are supposed to serve us are only serving their own greed – no matter which party they say they belong to.

So which side are you on?

Read the Real News, not the Osama Hype

This all just seems a little too convenient for me.  Usually when a big news story like this is receiving all of the attention, I’m wondering 1) What else in the news are we distracted from right now? and 2) What’s the real story?

Here, I will give you a little synopsis of the news stories I was researching while everyone was having their parade for Osama’s death.

  • September 11, 2001 – Osama bin Laden responsible for WTC bombings
  • 2001 – U.S. invades Afghanistan and starts looking for Osama bin Laden
  • 2002 – U.S. oil company Unocal starts plans on the Afghanistan oil and gas pipeline (which, by the way, sends oil to Asia and not the U.S., and only helps this oil company make a lot of money)
  • 2003 – U.S. invades Iraq (Saddam Hussein’s supposed ties to Osama Bin Laden were later found to be unsupported)
  • 2005 – Iraqi constitution written with guarantees for foreign oil companies (U.S. threatens to withdraw military support if this clause is not included)
  • 2010 – BP awarded 500 million dollars in oil contracts in Iraq
  • January, 2011 – Obama promises to begin troop withdrawal from Afghanistan in July
  • March, 2011 – U.S. invades Libya, with the largest oil reserves in Africa, without a congressional vote or an exit strategy
  • May, 2011 – Osama Bin Laden is finally found and killed after 10 years WHILE the U.S. accidentally kills civilians in Libya and Omar Gadhafi’s supporters attack the U.S. embassy in Libya
  • 2014 – Proposed final troop withdrawal date AND proposed completion date for Afghan oil pipeline

You can draw your own conclusions, but these are the facts in the larger picture.  Please check out @noellepicara for links to my sources.

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